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Hey,

I've decided to hate the world. I missed the leap year because of the break and that's depressing because I would have been like OMG ITS A LEAP YEAR all day and I forgot. OH WELL. Life's a bitch. :)

It's hard to be frustrated with so many people, quite frankly, it's frustrating. Yes, I know I used the word "frustrate" or at least different forms of the verb in the sentence before twice. I don't care.

I'm at least getting away for the day. I'm taking it upon myself to stiff and to be rude to people I'm upset with. Is it taking the high road? No. Do I care? No. Perfect, we're all in agreement. To be honest, I don't care what anyone thinks or wants at the moment. I don't even know why I'm all angsty and such.. it's probably the faults of many but karma has a knack of repaying what's needed good or bad. Who knows what'll come for me, and I personally don't want to know. When it happens, I'll deal with it. For better or for worse.

Those of you reading this, don't be under the impression that I'm depressed and self-loathing.. quite the contrary. I'm enraged, well for the most part. The most ironic part about this whole thing.. being angry and cynical makes me happy.. or at least I think. I'll admit it here and now, and who knows maybe I'll withdrawel from my statement later on, but for now I enjoy being mean to people that annoy me. Call me a bitch, call me what you may.. but like I said I DONT CARE.


Funny thing is.. I never thought I'd write a blog like this..
Oh well, at least something's checked off my list today.


NOTE TO SELF:
DON'T HOLD BACK.
(Great song, Literal meaning.)

Let's get laid,
Jesslevy
x

PS: Fuck off :)